Finally had the opportunity to go back to Zambia! And boy it was meant to happen. With my problematic need to do things with a purpose (overachiever, yes I know), I wasn’t ready or capable of creating a purpose all on my own. The timeline is 2016 and was just getting used to naming my … Continue reading Finally In Zambia
As I am doing my laundry and washing my sheets after 3 months, gross I know but I have no regrets, FIGHT ME! Anyways as I am doing laundry, completely distracted from Instagram, filled with civil rights activists and politicians who are working passionately to rid of the microaggressions in the front lines. But don’t … Continue reading Don’t Be Fooled
Our rendition of spending time together is spent literally studying together. And being this space has been interesting. Together it's been great, trekking for places to study knowing we would either end up in the library or math building. Watching him talk to his classmates about induction and sets that gets me more attracted to … Continue reading Study Sessions Filled with Love
I am scared to leave the honeymoon stage, terrified, it gives me goosebumps thinking about how my lover will eventually stop looking at me longingly. Me stopping to have the urge to caress his hair. His addiction to shower me with kisses and need to sleep in his arms. My past relationships have ended before … Continue reading Honeymoon Stage
Love is hard to come by, at least for me. I am highly sensitive and naive of how manipulative it can be. In my on chaotic island of a mind, I believe there is a time in place for appreciation and be adored. A place where I can freely speak my truth to someone who … Continue reading Falling in Love
Amazingly enough in October, not having the habit of opening my blinds to know the appropriate clothes to wear in this spontaneous fall weather. I get a wonderful Sunday morning call informing the horror that was happening outside. And you guys! It was snowing in October! Freaking October, I am a black woman who somehow … Continue reading First Snow Fall
I woke up feeling shitty, not physically though. More so as a person, woke up feeling a shitty person. School I trashed, work I am mediocre and love, he doesn’t have ownership of the relationship. I woke up kinda late...not so late...but late enough to shower and make it in time to be late and … Continue reading Depressive Thoughts One
